There is some sort of conundrum when it comes to this quote for me. I feel that:
a. I will die soon, not a hero
or
b. I will live just long enough to see myself take up my Villain mantle
And yes I am aware that the quote is merely dialogue in a movie. (A fantastic movie mind you, but that's beside the point.) People just relate to things sometimes. I'm having a really rough day today. I came to the realization that I spend my money (what little I do have) on pointless and useless things and as such am completely screwed when it comes to having to pay for shit I actually need. *le sigh*
Because of this realization, I started thinking about how I want to change the way I am with money. And because of THAT, I starting thinking about my future.
I realized that given enough time, I WILL end up being that crotchety stuck up old shut-in bastard that hates everyone just because they are people. I try my best to avoid actual socializing as much as I can. At least with people I don't know. Meeting new people isn't my thing. In fact I've been quoted as saying I hate people or that people as a whole suck. True story. *nods* I can't be the hero that Gotham needs me to be.
Until the day comes when I am making a decent amount of money, I will always be a worthless SOB just taking up space. Sure I mean something to a few people here and there, but for the most part I don't matter. It's really sad that most of my "accomplishments" are online or in video game form. If you were to ask me about things I've done with my life, most of my responses would be in the form of some sort of video game related anecdote.
I need to go sell things online to have money for bills/christmas. *le sigh*
More later, maybe.
-M
